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| Friday, April 3rd, 2009 | | 12:46 pm |
happiness
Being happy is a curious thing. I am happy. Soooo happy. And not one of those up and down ecstatic suicidal happiness's that I am prone to. Apart from a couple of wee down days, I have been happy every day since I met Nick. But how do I know, what do i measure this with, how to confirm that I am indeed 'happy'. A theory yet to be proved? No. Just happy. Happy happy happy. Nick and I are getting married next June. And we are having an engagement party on the 13th of June this year if anyone would like to come. It is of course in Northern Ireland. And Nick, i believe, will actually be there. Happy. | | Thursday, March 26th, 2009 | | 5:38 pm |
Aberystwyth
Hi all! Me and my lovely boyfriend Nick will be up in Aber (staying at the lovely Claire's and lovely dan's) on Sunday and possibly Monday night. It would be great to see anyone who's around. If someone could organise some good weather that would be great. Can't wait!!!!! Jen | | Wednesday, February 11th, 2009 | | 6:43 pm |
| | Sunday, November 9th, 2008 | | 4:10 pm |
a two part task
I think I need to make more of an effort to keep in touch with people so I am going to try and post regulary. Suz looks very beautiful in her wedding photos, I think dressing up as the corpse bride for halloween is as close as i'll get to that. The problem with posting is that I don't really have that much to say, life, whilst good, is just not quite as interesting as in aberystwyth. I don't know, it's something about knowing how everyday will turn out, in aber you were never quite sure what would happen or who with. I went to a UN conference on Climate change last week and that was very good, and I even got up the courage to talk to a very beautiful man, not that anything came of it, but at least I tried. I had my first event a couple of weeks ago "Red Kite Fright Night" and that was very successful and things at work are great (apart from drinking too much at a work do and falling over). Admittedly I'm not really doing any of my phd work and that is bad but it is also the way I work, hopefully pressure will build up and then I'll be away. Anyway isn't this rambly! Sure it's a start, my sunday post? Yes, Jen's sunday post, and at the end of which there will be a question that only the good people who live or lived in aber shall be asked. This week's question, or task, or experiment, sticking to the theme of marriedom and singledom comes in two parts, of which you can choose one or both. PART ONE I think chatting people up is not necessarily the hardest part of getting off with someone or getting a date, what is hard is finding out if people are single (or in Dan, Ruth, JTA and claire's case, open to further realtionships), this can be very difficult, particulary in professional situations where it is not appropriate to come straight out with "Are you single?" or "are you available?". Therefore the first part of the task is to come up with new, or old, but essentially inventive ways of ascertaining the answer to the question. If possible in a way that does not immediately convey "You are gorgeous, I want to lick you" to the person addressed. Suggestions from everyone very welcome and needed, the more obscure the better! The way of finding out has to make it look like you weren't really asking, which makes it ok if you have to see the person everyday! PART TWO Should you choose to accept it this is a mission, an experiment! To all those out there that have held their tongues in the past and let "opportunities" slip them by. This coming week, if you see someone you like, whether for the first time or someone you already know, I implore you to go up to them and ask them if they are single/available using one of the lines that part one provides or your own perferred method. Now, a lot of people will be turned down, there are a lot of attached monogamous people out there! I am prepared to be let down myself, but then at least we will have tried! And we can see if the lines from part one work to find out if they are available. The next step, if you like the person, is to work out whether they are up for a relationship or "random play" (as facebook puts it) or whatever you want. So, if a line works for me, and the guy is single, I am going to ask him out for a drink! Yes, yes I am! And I am then going to report back on the results of the "experiment". Please feel free to take this next step with me. Strength in numbers! And a wee mantra for everyone about to approach someone they like, "What have we got to Lose?" Till next week, Jen | | Monday, September 22nd, 2008 | | 10:59 am |
And life moves on...
So today is Monday and I am supposed to register online for my Phd at Queens, except that I can't because it's all new for them this year and it doesn't seem to be working. I guess I haven't actually told anybody what I'm up to. I graduated from Aber with a 2.1 in Environmental Science, I got 68 which is nice and now I am about to start Queens as an undifferentiated Student (hopefully Phd when it comes down to it), the title, which is bound to change, is "Sustainability, Ecological Citizenship and Post Conflict Transformation; the case of Northern Ireland." Sounds interesting....I haven't studied since June so when i look at that title I am scared, do I know anything at all? I hope so and I hope it all comes back to me. I didn't get funding but nevermind because I did get what seems to be the best job in the world. I am now Youth and Education Assistant for RSPB Northern Ireland. It's 2.5 days a week and the pay is pitiful, but I've done a month so far and it has been great. Also I will barely be taxed at all. I live in a house beside my parents which is lovely, what is lovelier still is that they don't want any rent while I'm a student. I drink in my local and I am still single. Something I'm starting to get used to (been 5 months now) with the help of my new little dog Gwen! A little terrier I got from the dog shelter, she is a wee cutie. I also passed my driving test and bought Kathy the car. I've been spending lots of time with my friends but as I watched John and Beth (siblings) head off to Manchester I couldn't help thinking, "What about me, when to I get to go back to Aber?" And it is very strange to think that I won't be back. I miss it more than I could imagine, I miss the people, and the sea, but most of all I miss the person that I was there, and I wonder will she ever come back. | | Wednesday, July 16th, 2008 | | 2:44 pm |
Leaving Aberystwyth
So, I am leaving and it makes me sad. What makes me happy is that my mum had cancer and now she doesn't anymore. Ain't that great? So I am going home, I am doing an unfunded phD and working as a Youth and Education Assistant for the RSPB for the next three years. If ever you want to visit you are very welcome. Thank you so much for everything you've done over the last five years, I will miss you and I will miss this beautiful place. I'm off on Saturday morning. Love Jen | | Monday, March 10th, 2008 | | 8:08 am |
Phoneless
I think it is about time that I announce to the world that I am phoneless. My phone has disappeared, so, if anybody wants to reach me, my university web address is your best bet. Love to all, Jen | | Tuesday, January 8th, 2008 | | 4:04 pm |
2 things
First thing; Where has rockmonkey gone? Third third minus one thing; I have a new phone (same number) and have lost all my firend's numbers. If you know me and my phone number please (if you can be arsed and have any money)text me WITH YOUR NAME so i can have you snug in my contacts list. | | 3:32 pm |
A strange wee read
Hello all, happy new year. I am now 23 and it feels a nice round age. I am writing to ask if any body has any time or inclination to proof read my dissertation. As many of you know I make the stupidest mistakes known to man and your help would be much appreciated. It should be ready by the 2nd of February and I would need it back within a week. The title is "sustainable Citizenship as a keystone to conflict resolution, focusing on Northern Ireland" It should be an interesting, if a little strange, wee number if anyone wants to read it. I can either provide a print out, or e-mail or msn it to you if you're interested. Hope you are all well and bouncing along nicely. The dis is due FEBRUARY 14th and I hope to see many of you, sorely neglected friends, after this romantic day. Lots of Love Jen | | Thursday, September 27th, 2007 | | 9:16 pm |
The Fear
I have the fear. I have two 3000 word essays that I should be writing now, a giant marine biology field report for november and my dissertation, (which we were told should be at chapter 2 stage now) to start. I have done much thinking but no actual writing. I have the fear. Each time I sit down to do something I end up on ebay or cleaning something or eating copious amounts of food. The fear has me. | | Tuesday, May 15th, 2007 | | 10:44 am |
It's been one week
I read Abnib everyday. I broke the cup my sister gave me My hair is wet I want a house | | Tuesday, March 27th, 2007 | | 5:54 pm |
Thursday 7.00am: wake up, ooo Tummy is a bit sore Thursday 8.00am: No lectures today Thursday 9.00am: What is wrong with me? Thursday 10.00am: Padarn surgery, bloody useless, agony ensues Thursday 11.00am: Ambulance to Bronglais Thursday 12.00 am: Morphine (highpoint) Thursday 1.00pm-4.00pm: Many tests, attached to a drip, water infection identified Thursday 7.00pm: Put in Rhiannon ward Friday 6.00am: Not seen by doctor Friday 7.00am: Not seen by doctor Friday 8.00am: Not seen by doctor Friday 9.00am: Not seen by doctor Friday 10.00am: Not seen by doctor Friday 11.00am: moved to OG, surgical ward, not seen by doctor Friday 12.00pm: Not seen by doctor Friday 1.00pm: Not seen by doctor Friday 2.00pm: Not seen by doctor Friday 2.00pm: Not seen by doctor Friday 3.00 pm: My Dad (a doctor) arrives from London, diagnoses appendicitis Friday 4.00pm: seen by doctor, Dad stole him from A and E Friday 7.00pm: Went into Theatre Friday 9.30pm: Came out of theatre minus an appendix Friday night to Saturday morning: Agony Saturday: Bug in the Blood identified Sunday: Discharged from hospital Rest of Sunday: In my room Monday: In my room Tuesday: In my room | | Wednesday, March 7th, 2007 | | 12:04 am |
| You Have A Type B+ Personality |
You're a pro at going with the flow
You love to kick back and take in everything life has to offer
A total joy to be around, people crave your stability.
While you're totally laid back, you can have bouts of hyperactivity.
Get into a project you love, and you won't stop until it's done
You're passionate - just selective about your passions |
| | Tuesday, March 6th, 2007 | | 10:14 am |
1. Where is your MOBILE phone? Dead 2. Your boyfriend/girlfriend? Devastated 3. Your hair? Greasy 4. Your mother? Wanted 5. Your father? Wanted 6. Your favorite thing? Simon 7. Your dream last night? Lost 8. Your favorite drink? Tea 9. Your dream car? Environmental 10. The room you're in? Hell 11. Your ex? Cuba 12. Your fears? hopes 13. What do you want to be in 10 years? productive 14. Who did you hang out with last night? swayze 15. What are you not good at? This 16. Muffins? stuffems 17. One of your wishlist items? Time 18. Where you grew up? Belfast 19. The last thing you did? Sighed 20. What are you wearing? weight 21. What aren't you wearing? smile 22. Your pet? loved 23. Your computer? Mine 24. Your life? grateful 25. Your mood? heavy 26. Missing? Simon 27. What are you thinking about right now? friends 28. Your car? death 29. Your work? peas 30. Your summer? home 31. Your relationship status? torn 32. Your favorite color? green 33. When is the last time you laughed? swayze 34. Last time you cried? constant | | Sunday, March 4th, 2007 | | 9:04 pm |
ver drunk and alone , thankyou to dan and all, love you, Jen | | Saturday, March 3rd, 2007 | | 2:22 am |
help
I need help. I have split with Si, this has happened before but this time I need it to stick. why i was with him: His enthusiasm for life, this seems to have disappeared His understanding, dito, his empathy dito his support dito the fun we had dito I love him, this has remained true the reasons: We have nothing to talk about he is racist he is still in love with his ex girlfriend he is aggressive he constantly pressures me for sex he makes me unhappy on purpose he does not think he does not know me, or if he does he does not care we can not talk His ridiculous jealousy i am unhappy i have never been single We fight more than we love Why i have got back with him in the past: I don't know how to be alone I equate sex with love i am a fool I care very deeply for him habit I am unhappy I have never been single I rate myself by who I'm with I am unstable I am insecure I hate to see him sad Why I might get back with him; I love him His hurt My hurt loneliness insecurity lack of self belief he is on the contract to live in the same house as me next year. He is in my circle of friends i need help, advice and distraction, I'm in deep and I don't know how to climb out but I know that I want to. Help me please. | | Wednesday, February 21st, 2007 | | 3:12 pm |
New Abnib
It won't let me log on so i can't get to the chatroom. I don't like it, i want the old one back! | | Saturday, February 3rd, 2007 | | 10:10 pm |
| | Tuesday, January 30th, 2007 | | 10:12 am |
Things
Things just aren't right and everything is an effort. Conversations are spiked with barbs and sex is resented or demanded or used as a way to communicate, badly. I know there are ups and downs but this is something of a plateau. Sigh. Other than that things are great, love my course, my friends, comedy was great the other night, well done Dan. Time moves on, and I with it. p.s. My phone is kaput. | | Saturday, January 27th, 2007 | | 2:55 pm |
parcel
ooooooooooo just read dan's post, ver excited! Dan invite me round please!!! Thanks matt in the hatt |
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